As I sit and stare out my window, wondering where my life went,
thoughts cross my mind of better times spent.
Walking the city streets with my girl holding hands, looking forward to a
happy future together with big plans.
But alas my world comes crashing down because of choices wrongly made.
Now I sit in an 8 by 10 cell watching existence fade away. So my life
is at a halt, while everything else continues to move, I face my biggest fear,
whether I win or lose.
Constantly confronting conflicts of testosterone
side stepping all the hate and bitterness each and every day.
Now I wait and bide my time
praying for positive results.
No reason to point and blame
the wrong cause
it’s my own fault.